Sep
16
    
Posted (morning sniffles) in Uncategorized on September-16-2009

Last week’s weather was a mess. The continuous heavy rains have brought catastrophe to some towns in the central part of Luzon. These have caused major flood and landslides that have submerged many houses, schools and claimed some lives.
I really feel for those who were affected especially those kids who not only have lost homes but even schools to go to. Books, classrooms and classroom desks were all destroyed.
I hope that they would recover soon.


 
Sep
14
    
Posted (morning sniffles) in faith, inspiring story, Life on September-14-2009

Exactly seven days have passed when Ka Erdy has been laid to his resting place yet, I still feel sad thinking that our “tatay” is gone. Last night, I was watching the special tribute to him and I again wept.
I am so thankful to him for taking time out speaking with my dad and giving him God’s words about family and marriage.
Dad accepted that his marriage to my mom was over and chose to raise us alone. He did not seek annulment nor look for another woman he could live with.
A very noble person he is.
Although my heart is broken due to his passing, my faith will never be shaken.


 
Sep
06
    
Posted (morning sniffles) in career, Life, nursing, rants on September-6-2009

The three-month training at the Lung Center of the Philippines has come to an end. We have had our case presentation and it went well, or so I thought.
I have asked around what are their plans after the training and mostly answered, they’ll be taking a break.
Our course in the ward might be short but it is long enough to drain our energy and interest.
We all feel that we paid to be enslaved. We are doing the bedside duties of the nurses and yes, even the nursing aid’s while they chill or sleep at night.
Although we have learned so many things, mostly on our own, we feel that we were pushed to the limit putting our endurance and patience to the test.
The irony is indeed palpable. Hospitals in the country lack nurses, yet they to do not hire instead they turn this problem into an entrepreneurship and ventured on draining poor nurse’s pocket. We understand that hiring additional workforce is out of budget but why collect fees for the so-called “training”?. The staff are fully aware of the big help the trainees give when they are around.
Instead of helping the nurses to land a job or at least get a decent hospital experience to land a job abroad, they chose to be vultures and rip their flesh off.
The government wants nurses to render service first here in the country before leaving for abroad but how can we do that if we are deprived of the opportunity?
We even opt to be volunteers just to gain hospital experience but most of the hospitals are too darn wise to make it as a profitable aspect of service. A total disservice indeed.
So now that my training is over, should I dish another serious amount to get into another training program? My answer would be a bitter yes but not at this very moment. I need to recharge financially and physically.
Sad to say, we are licensed to be exploited.


 
Sep
05
    
Posted (morning sniffles) in faith on September-5-2009

I was born and raised Iglesia ni Cristo. Yes, for some time, I went astray but when I had the chance to go back and join the flock I tried my hardest not to be lost again. I held onto my fight so tight.
My life has been in limbo ever since and it was never a walk in the park but I do not consider it as failure. I maybe lacking the wealth this world could offer but this does not make me less of a person. My wealth is my faith and I shall not falter.
Even now that I am dealing with serious health condition, I gather my strength from Almighty God.
I have been in my strongest of faith because of the perseverance of Bro. Erano “Erdy” Manalo . On low key, and not jumping into any publicity, he has led the church and kept united in faith.
Ka Erdy has been constantly preaching that God has prepared a place for his chosen ones and that all the hardships and sufferings that His children are experiencing here on earth will vanish and He shall wipe the tears in our eyes come judgement day. That this earth is not our home but merely a road that we travel on on our way to His kingdom.
Now that Ka Erdy is gone, I am in deep sorrow, the whole church is mourning but we know that our battle does not end here. We have to carry on…bear each cross until we reach the end of the journey. Either until our death on earth or the second coming of our Lord Jesus.


 
Sep
05
    
Posted (morning sniffles) in Life on September-5-2009

It was exactly 2:00 pm. My heart was pounding so hard I thought it would come out of my chest. I almost choked every pulse this hollow muscle gave. I fidgeted when the lady on the other line spoke but it seemed I was defibrillated hearing from her that he has not made his decision yet and that I should call back on Monday.
Aaarghh! I know he is busy but is it really hard to choose?
I hate the feeling of being uncertain. I am uncertain if he would let me in to or just kick me out of his world.
As I want to put closure to this big chapter of my life, for the innermost desire of my heart, I have to make that call again on Monday. I have stopped taking in propanolol for almost three years already and I think I would need to pop another one before I dial his number again.
I’m gonna lose it. I am praying that he would still say yes to me.
Lord please help me. You are my only hope. You know how long I have waited for this, how I have desired to be with him.


 
Sep
05
    
Posted (morning sniffles) in Uncategorized on September-5-2009

I still remember a few years back when I was into buying gadgets. I bought this iPod that has helped me a lot in reviewing for my local board exam. I played on my iPod repeatedly the audio lectures of the reviewers. Now that my iPod is gone, I can’t help but smile as I reminsce those stressful days whenever I see ipods.


 
Sep
03
    
Posted (morning sniffles) in Uncategorized on September-3-2009

I have not had any decent sleep for the past few days. There have been commitments here and there most of which I cannot say no to. Of these sleepless nights, my eyes are the most that suffer and I know I am prone to early signs o ageing, racoon eyes and eyebags. Since they are the mirror of our personality and the window to our soul, and because they are not functioning optimally (which I have no control over), I just make it a point to take care of them from the outside. I am setting aside a budget for the best eye cream so that my eyes will look good and remain wrinkle free.