I made it through my shift. Somehow, it helped me lighten up a bit talking to my head nurse. She forced me to cry. She gave me reassurance.
As I change my clothes for my appointment to my rheumatologist, I looked in the mirror and noticed some zits on my face. These are what I get when sleeplessness and too much thinking hit me. I know that they will go away eventually. I just need to shut my eyes and mind for a while. I do not need any acne scar removal treatments for these.