It only about three days before my birthday but I am not really excited about it. I am actually feeling like I am sitting on the edge of my seat because that day is the day that I will be having my first ever hosting gig. It is a half-day lecture and asks for a smart-casual attire not a tuxedo event really but seriously, it still gives my nerves a chilling sensation every time I think of it. And guess what, I was told that it is going to be the start of everything… or the end depending on whether or not I peed in my pants.